I Can'tI can't do this.I can try, but there's no stopping it.I'm not a strong person.Even more so when I am faced with an emotion like love.Love is going to be the cause of my death.There's no stopping it.I feel like I want to die.Life is just a big fucking mess.There's nothing good that will come of it.I feel like I want to die.Won't you make her love me?Can't you?
Stress and AngerMy anger is leaking.What does that mean?I'll tell you.I used to not express anger.I held it in.I harnessed it.I tried to control it.But everyone has a breaking point.Mine is about here.The second love of my life is rejecting me.My ex-girlfriend...Ah, I won't even get into that.My grades are going to hell.My councillor thinks I'm crazy.My parents agree.Stress and anger don't mix.They explode.And the explosion causes death in some cases.I hope I'm not headed that way.But it's likely.
LoveLove is a complicated emotion.Bullshit.Love is simple.Love is the most powerful force on this planet.Not emotion.Force.Love can make people kill.It can save people's lives.It can make people depressed.But most important:love is the only force on earth that can make people kill themselves.Love is the reason for all suicide.Period.Love is...Love is bad.Love destroys things.Love is useless.Yet love is inevitable.Why?Why are we cursed with this?
The Cockroaches It was a bright sunny day. The wind was blowing, the birds were singing, kids were skipping rope in the street. It was straight out of a painting. David Walters took a deep breath of the sweet summer air. Today would be a good day, he decided. That day, David took a walk; he ate lunch with his boss, had an average day at work, and then watched War of the Worlds on DVD while eating a big bowl of ice cream before going to bed. He woke up early the next day, hoping for the same normal, happy day as the one before. Be instead, he woke to dark cloudy skies, and he found a cockroach near his refrigerator when he went to get a glass of milk to go with his waffles. Even though it grossed him out, he thought nothing of it, and went on with his day. Throughout the day, he saw more and more cockroaches